I've had days that I've felt rotten.
Reason's why, long since forgotten.
Memory strong and fading the same.
Heck!, Now I've forgotten his name.
The words hurt me I do suppose
Nope! Sure wasn't the punch in the nose.
It wasn't I blackened his eye.
Nope! That wasn't what made me cry.
I protected a weak one.
And that was just a good deed done.
Nope! It wasn't my then bloody mouth,
I was bleeding home to the houth.
I seen something that wasn't right.
I charged in, joined the fight!
Nope! It wasn't my now loose tooth.
I was bleeding home to the hooth.
A big one fights a small fellow.
Wasn't a fighter nor yellow.
I joined the fight in a rage.
And that is what sets the stage.
What I don't understand fully.
I won! I had beat the bully!
I had overcome some of my fears!
Still I walked home in my tears?
Even though I fought and had won!
Also knew what else I had done.
I placed myself in a jam.
The BULLY! Now is who I AM!
I could have stopped when he ran!
Instead I wanted to be the man!
Sounds so silly 'til I explain.
I wanted to give him the same pain!
I turned a good into a bad.
This is what had made me so mad.
It causes a bitter sorrow.
I'll remember through tomorrow.