I really didn't need this.
Never could I have thought this
Dear God please help me this day
Help me accept how I feel.
Tell me why I have to endure.
What's that Lord, I didn't hear.
What Lord? What did you say?
Yes I know and I do understand.
What? You are rewarding them now?
You say I'll understand it soon.
Why do you take me to join you.
Lord, seems strange but I think.
Thank You, Lord so very much.
I'll see them again real soon.
Because of someone that I miss.
They are still here but not.
My heart took quite a shot.
The sadness I feel because I miss.
Someone so close, that I love.
Oh God, my Father in Heaven above.
Help me in Your loving way.
Help me accept what is now.
Help me as only You know how.
For I think this is unreal.
You are suppose to be kind.
Please settle my tormented mind.
I know, You love me, I'm sure.
But this burden is too much.
God, My heart is yours to touch.
I'll gain strength from a tear?
Lord I don't quite understand.
What is it You have planned?
I'll see them again someday!
But I can't wait that long!
Is this selfishness all wrong?
The prayer "Footprints in the sand"
But how does that work here.
Please stop all these tears!
But I feel I'm punished somehow!
Lord, this burden is too much.
God, My heart is yours to touch.
When angels play a tender tune.
And I hear my loved ones cry.
And I know their tears are why.
I joined some loved ones true.
But my other loved ones will cry.
And I'll understand when I die.
You mean life is just a drink.
Heaven is a three course meal.
And Eternity is truly for real.
My heart has felt Your touch.
I know it's ok for me to cry.
When I kiss my love good bye.
When angels play a tender tune.
I'll see You again real soon.
When my heart needs another tune.
©Mike Dimond 2000